The 60's come to Nelspruit......... finally!

Yes, finally something has come to liven up this dull town of ours.............. and for that I will not be spending money on a trek down to Mafikeng!!!!



I love Nelspruit, as dull as many people may like to think it is, hectic things happen here!!! We have it all I tell ya! It's like a mini Pretoria here. I always have fun though, I simply do me and people want to be a part of it and end up having as much fun as I am.



I hear that the organisers came across some glitches but I must say that they've hid that part very well from us - me in particular...... Since I am going back to events in a month I have to know who's trying to do what so I can scheme on how it can benefit me ans the company!!!



Can't wait to party like a rock star this whole weekend!!!! I have friends with very Diva like behaviour, one of them once decided to pour a whole bottle of Moet on herself ( and you know that, that bitter tasting Moet shit is abou R1600 at the club)!!!!

Next week is the Mpumalanga Hip-Hop Show - now that is my scene, I will be there noma kanjani.

Howdie mates.........

I was told that I sometimes make people feel unloved because I get too self involved!!!!!

I think not but everybody is entitled to their own opinions - Even though I may not be too sure how exactly do they fit in this whole equation called "my life".

Oh I am so looking forward to being back full time................

I see BlaQ the Poetic Dreamer is back, now I have to re-recruit Uncle Kwaki and Bridget!!!!! They are missed dearly, don't you think???

Later

Most women actually live by this "motto"........

My dramatic life as I know it!

Not so long ago I was happy that I was quiting a job I had spent all my adult life at for a new one!!! One, that carried so much promise of growth and a few more thousands than what I was earning....................

And here I am wishing to sue the company for misleading me into believing that this could be my dream job, false promises and so on.

So here I am again, going back to the same entertainment industry that I tried running away from! Mncim.... 1 good think came out of it though, I went out into the world and learnt this and that about retail and with that have grown to respect people working behind the scenes ( like I am), there is ust so much work that goes into planning and pulling through a promotion on sensitive food products and keeping track on competition, the long hours, the crappy store managers and owners.

I had great days and very, very, bad ones that made me run to the loo to cry myself better.

Am now jotting down my resignation letter............. (my mother will flip when she hears this)! And come December, I will back at Ziyaphenduka - only this time, I will also be making my company work as yours trully has landed some delish deals for next year!!!!! Wow, am so relieved I could just break a tear!!!!!!!

Only glitch though is that I will now be working with an ex shag mate of mine that got hired shortly after I left for my not-so-green-pastures earlier on this year - and will possibly be neighbours with him!!!!!! Talk about complications.......... anyways, I will just have to deal with it and set ground rules!

1. What happened then (and two weeks ago) must not affect the working relationship.
2. Since we now have to keep things all so proffessional now, no more bonking like crazy monkeys.
3. We can do the whole " drinks after work" thing, but bear in mind that I am also attractive to other people so no jealous fits when I am beng macked on. LoL
4. am still thinking of more rules to set............ and also wondering how will I behave when his pregnant GF comes around and I am there - guilt written all over my face coz I know that I had been shagging her man like crazy!!!!! Oh my........ what is a girl to do?

My next post will have details of what I have been up to!

Howdie Bloggers.......... it has been a while!

Wow, a lot of things are happening........... it's like I cannot keep up anymore!


Updates coming up soon + my other take on relationships (from expirience in the last few months)!

On this tip right here..........

Life is some what weird and we are constantly trying to understand how other things came to be! Then you find friends that add more confusion to your life and some of those friends in their own confusion indirectly find a way to clarify yours!!!!!

I liked what my one friend (whom I may add - I had a crazy crush on and was perving on the whole weekend) said that we are winners by the time we are concieved coz out of the millions of sperm cells that came charging for that egg, we - you were the victorious one!!! Clearly there is nothing that we cannot do, we put ourselves down by second guessing ourselves when it comes to the dreams we have!

How often do we ask ourselves - how did that person over there make their millions and I cannot!!!!

Mina, on the other hand have night mares of people asking me why I am so afraid of what I can become..............

That question hits me everytime it crosses my mind and funny enough I still haven't done anything about it, instead I have opted to put myself in a frustrating position by getting an ordinary job that pays a salary that vanishes after a few days and have put myself at the mercy of other people - peaple that will decide when I must have my lunch break or what I should wear to work. Where I cannot leave work before 4pm unless I am sick.......................

That is utter BULLSHIT that I am trying to get away from.

I am now doing something about it!!!!!


Now........

on a lighter note -

This past weekend was one heack of a productive one for me and the boys~

3 video shoots in one weekend, a lot of hard work def went into it! We had Kliff & Vovo trying to do the "swagger" thing - Gosh......
Sdunkero Also did his thing with hot, hot, hot chicks ( I got a nasty look when I called them video hoes) ha, ha, ha! I partied so much, danced so much..........

There was couple drama at our flat.... that my friends is an interesting story but I have to ask permission to go ahead and post on it!

Cool dude - Reg Gie....... also came through last weekend!

Yoooo, still on that - Friday night saw me getting mega sloshed as I was stuck in the company of 3 couples on a love tip!!!!! So I did the only thing I could do, intoxicate myself - play DJ - and go out to chill with other single people like me!!!!! But I am told that I had too much love when I got to Kwassa Grill - Hugs and Kisses were my thing nje!!!!

And Just so you know - If you think God does not exist, then you are still sleeping............. how I get home from these parties sometimes is unbelievable - especially if I am side walking to my car!!!!!

Live life, love it and smile ~

Job, life and smiles!

This girl here was never meant to work for other people.......... no, no, no! This open plan office thing is not working at all, infact waking up @ 5:30 to go to work everyday, wearing uniform and having to report to 3 other people is not where I pictured myself!!!!!!! I have known this forever but I thought that I would get used to it with time coz vele that is what is expected from us when we grow up!!!!

Yesterday, I was so frustrated that I refused to go into the office. There I was in the morning telling myself that I quit!!!!! But reality knocked me upside down when I realised that I was broke so I decided to hang on there till I get my "salary" and bonus, mnxim! This is what it comes to - me waiting for a salary!!!! Add to that, I do not want to become an industry whore - changing jobs every now and then, if I cannot stand working here than I believe it would be the same even if I did get another job and the set up was trhe same - I wouldn't be doing myself any justice! So I will suck it all up and making it work for me in the mean time! SPAR does have nice perks though.......


But....... things are looking up! On other issues of my life - Like me getting very good marks for my exams ( yes, we are talking 80+ %), now that was something for me to smile about.

My buddies are becoming hits about town and that is quite cool.

The new place is okay, like the set up very much except for the neighbours that choose to have parties on the nights I choose not to go out on.

Still no luck on the "spouse" department - ha, ha, ha!

Imagine me telling every friend that they need to find me a spouse soon - My mom is asking questions and suspecting that I might be lesbian!!!!

That's me.............. so what have ya'll been up to?

Reasons why Cape Coloured People Pull Out their Teeth......... Shoooo~!

Geraldine (23) Cape Flats
"I was twelve years old when I got my four front teeth pulled out because all my friends did so. I told the dentist it hurt when I ate ice cream. That wasn't true of course but if you tell the dentist it is for fashion you have to pay. It was the biggest mistake I've ever made because there was nothing wrong with my teeth and I can't get them back."



Martha (30) Simons Town
"Friends told me the kissing was much better that is why I pulled them out. Apparently you feel each others tongue better but I'm still not convinced about the advantage of that. A dentist from overseas pulled them out for free. I told her I had a bad toothache, I didn't dare to tell her I was curious about the kissing thing."



Samuel (31) Fish Hoek
"Two years ago I pulled them out. I did it myself. It is a fashion statement, many of my friends did it before for the same reason. It hurt a lot but I think it looks cool so the pain was definitely worth it. I want people to see I'm colored, the missing teeth prove who I am. My grandfather was a fisherman and pulled them out because he could whistle much louder without these teeth, which is useful out on the sea."



Damian (27) Ocean View"I took all my upper teeth out and want to get rid of the others as well. I'll do it step by step because it is quite expensive at the private clinic where go to. But I want a guarantee that it will be done properly. I want to put gold in my mouth because gold looks cool. But I don't have the money yet so for now I live without upper teeth, which doesn't look bad I think. People like my smile."



Nitl (32) Ocean View
"I was ten when I pulled them out. My brother told me to do so, I didn't know why at the time. Now I know it is fashionable all over Cape Town and it tells who you are. But, most importantly, the kissing is much better, my girlfriend likes it a lot. It is great to feel each others palate."


Tuan (25) Fish Hoek
"I think I have a better smile without my front teeth. I pulled them out a year ago. I should have done it earlier. My friends and family did it as well, their smiles are much nicer. I would like at least one gold tooth but that is going to cost me R600, I don't have the money yet."



Tanya (33) Calk Bay
"I pulled them out for my husband, he loves my 'passion gap'. He thinks the kissing is better, besides that he can't think of getting a bjob from a woman with front teeth. I think it spoils your face though, my nose dropped a little bit. I bought false teeth but lost them while swimming in the sea. If my daughter wants to pull her teeth out, I wouldn't let her, for sure."



Marcellino (16) Calk Bay
"All my friends did it. It is cool! Now I'm saving money for some gold teeth, which would be even cooler. Unfortunately they are very expensive. My parents couldn't be bothered. They asked me why I pulled them out, I told them it looks cool and it shows who I am. All my friends agree, fortunately so does my girlfriend."



Lindsay (35) Retreat
"One of the reasons for me was the better French kissing. I don't regret it at all. There is no doubt about it, it is much better this way. My girlfriend did it recently as well, we enjoy kissing even more. Besides that it is a fashion statement. All my friends pulled out their front teeth. It is a normal thing to do for us and it shows who you are. That is important to me

It has been a long time........... not sure how much I have missed here but I am hoping to catch up soon!!!!

The move to the new place was good and I have gotten used to the place! I have my last exam on Friday.............. lord it has been a while, after I am done with that I will be free~!!!

Having a housemate - a female one is interesting ( and that is all I am willing to say), I still am a floating female who is too picky to get hooked up with just any dude (ngiyinkinga) and work...... Oh, it has been tough but you know in some way this is like school for me..... I learn then make a few mistakes then get taken to management to be disciplined (not that when I do perfect work, no one says anything) atleast at school one got a gold star for good work!

I am grown these days - having sober Friday nights indoors alone with a nice, hot beverage and movies! Trust me, I can brave the cold if I realy want to go out but lately - it's like why, why should I?

Everyday I realise who my true friends really are........ and who are pretending to be and this has been realy interesting - the lengths that people go to, always saying the right things and when I fuck up they just keep quiet!!!!! Not that I do fuck up but I test them by doing something stupid and all I get in return is a smile, my friends would cuss the isht out of me!

And ya, I think I have said this before but being nice to other people definitely does give them wrong expectations or I lead them on or the read too much into my being nice - either way, I now have a new stalker................... I think this is the seventh guy to stalk me!!!! Creepy, very creepy of course someone in my position might actually like the attention but not this cookie, no, no ,no!

I will be back sooner than soon!

Family.........

Being part of a family yama " choice assorted" aint easy coz in a way it meant that we are different (in a lot of ways) and we're siblings at the same time...........

Today, I am smiling. Simply because I finaly get along very well with my brothers and sisters...... I am still the darkest out of the whole lot though ha,ha,ha! To think that used to bother me so much so that I more than once thought that I was adopted.

We're a cool bunch though (yet again) I'm the "strange" one with sudden outbursts of statements that few people understand!!!!


BTW.....

R.I.P to Goody's mom - the woman who gave birth to one of the most talented and creative writers I know!!!! Qina ndoda.

Oh well..........

Great are the chances of being hated for saying exactly what is on your mind..... apparantly today is my day!

Now I sat and thought about this and you know what, I am ok with that! I mean what could be worse than hearing stories about you from people you don't know well and their source is someone you realy trust?

We see things differently and 4 me..... let me be punished then! I will never stop writing, especially about isht that involve me even in the tiniest way!!!

There, I've said it!